In the process of discovering myself this year I’ve realized that I’m much more than the person I thought I was. Or at least much more than the person a certain someone made me believe I was.
At this point in my life I’ve moved on from the past and realized that everything does happen for the best. In the past months the pieces have fallen into the right place and at the right time, all that is needed is for me to execute the vision.
Today I went on a date with a guy whom I’ve been talking to lately. He will remain nameless for now since I haven’t told anyone about him yet. It’s such a nice feeling to be seeing someone that isn’t like any previous dates. He is a total gentleman and completely different from the usual. Best of all I didn’t go running after the first date. Ha!
The situation of dating again has me a bit confused because deep down I have the insecurities that a ghost left behind. He used to say that going out with me was tortured because I was boring and didn’t know how to have fun.
Well honey, you obviously saw the worst in me and clearly haven’t gone out with me because according to my friends I’m a party animal. I’ve been going out every weekend for the past eight months and people that I’ve met would disagree with you. Oh yes indeed.